I'm so sick and tired of fake people. I'm sick and tired of people pretending to be my friends and talking shit about me.
I know I'm not perfect and I'm sorry, but shit happens in life that I can't control.
I didn't choose to get a stomach disorder.
I didn't choose for my mother to lose her job.
I didn't choose to be born with mental disorders.

You don't think I hate my life enough?
You don't think that I am so tired of putting up with everything?
You don't think that I'm forcing myself to continue on trying.

I do my best to keep getting out of bed, to keep trying to live like a "normal" person.

I've been broken down enough and I can't take much more.
I don't need people pretending to think I'm a great person.
I'm not the best at keeping my word, but I still try.
Just because I don't show up for some things, it doesn't mean I don't care.

If your going to talk shit about me, say it to my face and not behind my back.
If your going to be fake, leave me alone.
If your not really my friend, stop pretending to be.